God is great, yeah! :)

long, long time ago, i used to think that there were loads of times where i could have gone wrong in life at some point.

what if i hadn’t met my best friend? how can i guarantee that i won’t mix with the wrong sort of people if it wasn’t for her constantly watching out for me?

what if my parents were so busy that they can’t make any free time to spend with their kids? would i be as attached to my family as i am now?

what if i was born filthy rich? would i be able to keep my head low and my feet firmly on the ground?

what if i have an attractive face, a charming personality or a healthy and lean body? would i be modest (heh!) as i am now?

i still think this way now as well. whenever i thought about my memorable past, my interesting present life and my much awaited wonderful future, i am eternally thankful to Allah, the Most Glorious. there were so many stages or points in my life in which i could have easily chosen the wrong path and make the biggest mistake of all the many big mistakes. but, somehow, i didn’t. well, maybe some minor late rebel stuff but it’s only to spice up your life, mum and dad. i know you guys like some challenges, right? :P

lately i’ve been thinking that if Allah didn’t want to help you, He most definitely would not help you. However, since He is the Most Kind and Most Generous, He’d always be there for you when you need Him the most, even though you barely remember Him at all.

take today for example.

it was my turn to cook for the famished beasts (read= beloved housemates) of A202. i decided to cook chicken curry which requires the coconut milk as one of its main ingredient and eggplant with ‘sambal’ where the ‘sambal’ needs blended mix of onions and garlic. just my luck, the very last drop of instant coconut milk of our household was rotten and the mixed onions & garlic were already used up yesterday so I had to blenderized everything from the scratch in order to cook what i wanted. while i was grudgingly preparing the ingredients, i realized with horror that i had confidently and arrogantly thought of cooking the meals in a mere 15 minutes but ended up needing an hour to complete the dinner for the girls. oh, how arrogant of me!

now let’s compare with events that happened yesterday evening where i have to see a certain someone in order to get a certificate that will enable me to sit for my driver’s license test tomorrow. i was supposed to see the person-in-charge weeks ago but never got around to do it. i spent the whole morning yesterday feeling terrified at the prospect of not being able to finish this business with him as there was a high possibility of missing him since it could be that he’s not in his office at the time that i went to see him or he had forgotten to print out the important certificate that i desperately need. plenty of chances of that happening, let me tell you. and yet, to my utmost surprise, i received the certificate safe and sound, just right on time. yay!

so yeah, just put your faith in Him and He’ll do the rest.

for you: cik farahnur!

yesterday (23rd March) was my birthday. so yeah, i’m officially 19 now.

i was tired and too lazy to study anything at last night so i went to bed early at 8 o’clock even though i knew that the housemates were gonna do something amazingly evil to me at exactly midnight. and sure enough, at exactly 12.27 a.m, i heard the girls desperately trying to stifle their giggles while standing near my bed and spraying stuff all over me. after i was sober enough,(after all, who can sleep through all those hyena-like laughs? ), i realized that i was covered with sticky cold ribbons! OMG, trust me when i say that to remove them thoroughly was definitely a pain in a certain place. haha~

after that, they presented me with a birthday card that they made themselves a few hours ago, using my colored papers. wth. haha. and then they danced to ‘Sorry Sorry’ from a popular korean boyband SuperJunior, which made me laugh like crazy with their weird and bizarre interpretation of the supposedly very, very cool dance. needless to say, i’m planning to save the precious video for future blackmail! hahaha~


the birthday card from A202

one love

i want a love like that of my parents.
an adventurous love. a spontaneous love. a fun love.

i want a love like the one i have with my best mate.
a steadfast love. an honest love. a reliable love.

i want a love that i've seen in those happy couples.
a cute love. an funny love. an adorable love.

i want a love that i have for my friends.
a mischiveous love. an amusing love. a witty love.

but most of all, i crave for Your love.

maha suci (Allah) yang telah menciptakan semuanya berpasang-pasangan, baik dari apa yang ditumbuhkan oleh bumi dan dari diri mereka sendiri, mahupun dari apa yang mereka tidak ketahui.
(36:36)

for you: encik emal


nama budak tak betul ini fariz iqmal bin muhammad
dia merupakan adik lelaki aku yang ketiga
hari ini merupakah hari jadi dia yang ke-10
budak ini sangatlah slow dan lampi (lambat pickup)
selalu menjadi mangsa buli abang2 dan kakak dia
malah adik2 kecik dia turut sama join membuli dia!
akan tetapi hati budak ini baik dan innocent
semoga sentiasa kekal baik~ ameeeen~
:)

mine forever

puas hati dapat bercakap dengan ibunda tercinta. 2 jam setengah aq berborak tanpa henti, line clear all the way. terima kasih kepada vodafone dan celcom xpax kerana memberi peluang keemasan ini. wakaka~

hmmm~

dalam aq tengah gembira dapat lepaskan rindu pada keluarga, aq rasa agak terkilan jugak. banyak benda yang aq tak tau cerita bila aq berada jauh kat negara orang. sekurang-kurangnye bila ada kat malaysia tu, kalau de pape yang terjadi pada family aq, boleh aq balik rumah dan bantu setelkan terus masalah yang timbul.

kesian tengok abah.
kesian tengok mi.
kesian kat ejat.
kesian kat ekram.
kesian kat emal.
kesian kat ewan.
kesian sangat-sangat kat aya.

*sigh~*
apa boleh buat. aq hanya mampu dengar je mi berkongsi cerita dari jauh. tapi mungkin itu yang terbaik. entah-entah kalau aq ada kat malaysia waktu semua benda tu terjadi, aq pergi terjah je jumpa manusia-manusia yang gatal nak kacau family aq dan terus 'bahan' orang-orang tersebut.

buat diri kamu, sila berjaga-jaga. sila jangan terkejut kalau suatu hari nanti, ada penangan pedas dari daku kepada kamu yang berani menggugat ketenteraman keluarga aq sekarang ni.

when the time comes, don't you effing dare say i didn't warn you. tahu?

they're mine and i'll do anything to protect them.

ya Allah, jauhkanlah mereka daripada bencana yang aku ketahui dan tidak ku ketahui.